Random Act of Super Kindness

A trip to the supermarket can be such a challenge with one baby who does not walk and another who only runs — away from you.

To make matters worse, it was raining and the One Who Runs decided she did not want to get out of the car. So after spending a long two minutes negotiating with the little she-devilĀ  baby while my back got drenched, I had to walk into a supermarket (not my regular one) that only had the coin operated trolleys. And of course I would not have any coins with me. And of course little Big Baby would want that very same trolley that she could not have. I was going to just sit down on the wet floor and weep brave it out without a trolley when the lady who was about to take the trolley in front of me changed her mind and asked me if I wanted her dollar and offered it to me, making a vague gesture towards the kids!

I was so stunned I just took the dollar and arranged the kids in the trolley. Once that was done I darted from aisle to aisle looking for this lady so I could offer some way of returning the dollar. Sounds silly now that I write it.

Anydollar, I found her and she waved away my offers to pay her back and said “I know how it is with little ones.” I almost cried. I was just having one of those days, and that’s all I needed really.

I just needed a pat on my back.

Go on, call me needy and I’ll hunt you down and smoke you out.

To end the story, I left the trolley with the dollar in it as a sort of pay it forward.

I am not done… I think

People say I’m crazy, said John Lennon and I quote and end quote.

I glance back at the two little people in the back seat of my car while stopped at a red light. My heart constricts a little when two pairs of bright (oh alright two slightly fatigued) eyes look back at me. they are probably thinking: “What will this crazy lady make us do next?” And I am thinking, I so could have another one.

I cannot reconcile my pre- and post-motherhood beings.